Ode to Work
You're not going to break me, you're not going to change me, it's written on my heart, that I'm gonna be ok...
Seriously, work people .
I don't really give a fuck what you think about me. I don't want to be part of your little cliques.
It doesn't mean I'm going to be mean to you. Or even be unfriendly. But I'm not going out of my way to try and befriend your stupid little cliques. I grew out of that shit. And I'm not going to try and be cool so that you let me into your little cliques. I'm not even going to pretend I like you anymore. I get so sick of being in the same tiny room with 6 or 7 people every day that I can't spend any extra time with you. So if that makes me uncool, or wierd, or unfriendly to you guys, suck it up and get over it.
I feel like I can't be myself, like I have to try and impress the lot of you all the time. And I don't want to do it anymore. I'm sure you're fine people on your own, or outside of work. It's just that I don't care whether or not you are. Work is work to me, and the rest bullshit. So if I'm not "cool" enough or "funny" enough, or cliquey enough for you guys, I don't really give a shit. If I don't go to your staff parties and gettogethers, and that makes me " not part of the gang " , or if I don't cling to anyone in particular, or if I spend some time on my own, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT ? It's WORK. And it feels like a sorority. There is so much cattiness, and judging, anf talking behind peoples backs. I find it pathetic. So what. I guess that makes me uncoooool then ? Well, from now on, I don't give a shit, and we'll see how THAT works. I almost feel like TRYING to be the unpopular person, just to see what comes from it. Sorry kiddies, I grew out of that stage of my life, so I'm just going to do what I do best. Work. And the rest be damned.
P.S. I swear to God if I EVER let ANYONE make me feel so insecure and unsure of myself again, I will kick my own ass. It's done. I know who I am, I know who I want to be. And those ideas do not include anything found at Green Gables. I am strong, I am confident, I am exactly who I am and I will NOT let this go on anymore.
Day one on its way.
Seriously, work people .
I don't really give a fuck what you think about me. I don't want to be part of your little cliques.
It doesn't mean I'm going to be mean to you. Or even be unfriendly. But I'm not going out of my way to try and befriend your stupid little cliques. I grew out of that shit. And I'm not going to try and be cool so that you let me into your little cliques. I'm not even going to pretend I like you anymore. I get so sick of being in the same tiny room with 6 or 7 people every day that I can't spend any extra time with you. So if that makes me uncool, or wierd, or unfriendly to you guys, suck it up and get over it.
I feel like I can't be myself, like I have to try and impress the lot of you all the time. And I don't want to do it anymore. I'm sure you're fine people on your own, or outside of work. It's just that I don't care whether or not you are. Work is work to me, and the rest bullshit. So if I'm not "cool" enough or "funny" enough, or cliquey enough for you guys, I don't really give a shit. If I don't go to your staff parties and gettogethers, and that makes me " not part of the gang " , or if I don't cling to anyone in particular, or if I spend some time on my own, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT ? It's WORK. And it feels like a sorority. There is so much cattiness, and judging, anf talking behind peoples backs. I find it pathetic. So what. I guess that makes me uncoooool then ? Well, from now on, I don't give a shit, and we'll see how THAT works. I almost feel like TRYING to be the unpopular person, just to see what comes from it. Sorry kiddies, I grew out of that stage of my life, so I'm just going to do what I do best. Work. And the rest be damned.
P.S. I swear to God if I EVER let ANYONE make me feel so insecure and unsure of myself again, I will kick my own ass. It's done. I know who I am, I know who I want to be. And those ideas do not include anything found at Green Gables. I am strong, I am confident, I am exactly who I am and I will NOT let this go on anymore.
Day one on its way.
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