It's so easy to break....
Sometimes I think about how things were two months ago, two years ago, ten years ago....it's wierd to see how time flows.
There have been so many people drifting constantly in and out of my life. Sometimes a word, a joke, a sound, an image stirs a memory inside of me , and I'll see someone's face in my head. Then I get to thinking about them. Usually then is when I realize how time plays tricks on me, makes me think of something that feels like just yesterday , that was in fact years ago. Or makes me think of something that happened just two months ago, that feels like years ago. Sometimes it's wierd to realize that it's been in fact well over a year since high school, since everything that happened in high school. And to think through the whole of last year.
Dreams are the hardest. I hate when you have a dream about someone, and you wake thinking things are like they were way back when, and to come to the realization that in fact you haven't spoken to that person in six months. It's like opening closed wounds or something. Anyhoo, I don't know what made me think of that. It's just kind of interesting to think about. I think I am kind of a sentimental person. I don't like to get rid of things unless I know they aren't worth having around anymore. ( Lol, my email account, oh god, no comments Megan...). I just don't like throwing away pleasant memories. But then again, I shouldn't have to. They're all in my head, and that's what I want to realize. I love the memories, but wouldn't want to relive them anywhere but in my head. I can remember them all I want, but I want to remember them as memories, and live in the present , so to say.
Today I deleted everything in both my hotmail accounts. Go me .
There have been so many people drifting constantly in and out of my life. Sometimes a word, a joke, a sound, an image stirs a memory inside of me , and I'll see someone's face in my head. Then I get to thinking about them. Usually then is when I realize how time plays tricks on me, makes me think of something that feels like just yesterday , that was in fact years ago. Or makes me think of something that happened just two months ago, that feels like years ago. Sometimes it's wierd to realize that it's been in fact well over a year since high school, since everything that happened in high school. And to think through the whole of last year.
Dreams are the hardest. I hate when you have a dream about someone, and you wake thinking things are like they were way back when, and to come to the realization that in fact you haven't spoken to that person in six months. It's like opening closed wounds or something. Anyhoo, I don't know what made me think of that. It's just kind of interesting to think about. I think I am kind of a sentimental person. I don't like to get rid of things unless I know they aren't worth having around anymore. ( Lol, my email account, oh god, no comments Megan...). I just don't like throwing away pleasant memories. But then again, I shouldn't have to. They're all in my head, and that's what I want to realize. I love the memories, but wouldn't want to relive them anywhere but in my head. I can remember them all I want, but I want to remember them as memories, and live in the present , so to say.
Today I deleted everything in both my hotmail accounts. Go me .
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